I am the storm

I am stronger than my mental illness. I have to keep telling myself that. At least until I start therapy at the beginning of June. That’s what I’m looking forward to. I’m looking forward to talking to someone who has no idea who I am and who my girlfriend is. Someone totally unbiased. I want to get better and I recognize my problems as they are. The rest of my mind is a tangled mess of matter that I don’t necessarily feel like untangling at the moment so I’ll let those be but THERAPY … I see you loud and clear. I don’t think I’ve ever been this excited for an appointment before.